Hey everyone - I'm finally back.  I've had a wedding, a funeral and my husband flying here and there for a job interview.  I've been majorly tied up  -  I've also been trying to get my bariatric surgery approved and FINALLY after 3 or 4 attempts, they approved the surgery.  So, it'll be happening finally within the next 30 days.  (I can't wait!)

 

I will write a note to everyone soon!  HAPPY SPRING!!!

Cool little buds on the trees, tulip leaves up, lawns to be raked, lawns to thatched and aerated.  I really like this time of year - not too hot, not too cold!  It's great!!

 

I visited Denver earlier this week, it was truly insane.  I got lost so many times, I lost count - with all those one way roads and sideways streets.  It's amazing that anyone can find their way around town.   We went to the US Mint, it was sort of cool, but I was disappointed that we didn't get to see any of the gold. 

 

While we were in an outskirt city of Denver, we found a car lot - and I bought a beautiful car.  So I was "forced" to buy it.  It's a gold, maxed out, Honda Accord XE - it used but it's fabulous - like it's brand new.  I haven't had this nice of a car ever - it even has leather seats, sunroof, and a 6 CD changer, and so much more!  (No I just have to make the payments)

  Feeling much better now!!!

 

 

 

And i thought is was such a good idea.  I am so tired of taking care of everything.  I am tired of working, paying bills that never end, tired of housework that never decreases or goes away, tired of doing the same thing day after day after day without any change.  I have exactly the same result when I sleep 24 hours as if I'm up and working my ass off to earn money or pay bills or help with the kids or whatever!  So - that line of thinking justifies that sleeping vs work will win every single time.   I neither of the solutions work, the path of least resistance is the most taken. 

 

I went to bed last night with a prayer of dying, obviously, by the fact that I'm writing this tonight, showing that my selfish prayer did not bring out the desired result.  Sorry that this entry is so terribly depressing and boring, and I will try to cheer up tonight - but not at all sure how  to do that!!!! 

 

  

For some reason, I cannot leave comments on some of my friends spaces - I can type the message and then on the bottom left of the screen it says "error on page".  I don't know what I'm doing wrong and why I can't leave a comment.  Could someone please tell me what it wrong????  (I've been able to leave them on some sites, but not very many)

 

Thanks so much everyone! - Holly